I am sorry for your situation and understand. Last night my vehicle was repossesed. I had not been able to pay on it. Unfortunately, it was my work van. I am a Contractor and have had another Heart attack, Cholitis ( an issue with gall stones), and a starting case of Stasis to the legs. I am not even 40 yrs. old. The Company I contract for owes me over $4,000.00 in back pay from last year and still has not given me any indication that they will pay me. I have proven the payroll dept. wrong, but still they will not answer my calls or they tell me that they are busy. I don't even have gas money to get to work and have to depend on my friend to pay all the bills in this apt. I feel bad every time he pays for my meal. I owe over $300,000.00 in medical bills (No Insurance) and in between being scared of my condition the rain has fallen on every aspect of my life. I have not been able to pay child support at the rate of almost $500.00 per month. She states that no money means no relationship with my son. Companies have made money from me as I have negotiated contracts and gave the contracts to them in hopes that I will sustain a good position, but 3 times they have not placed me in any position and have essentially stepped on me and took the contract.
Now, the good news. God has not forgotten me or you either. He is wiping out an entire life so that he can give us a new one. Stay faithful. Pray and take time to hear him in silent meditation. Clear your mind and don't be upset if you don't hear him right away. He hears you. Know that. There are times where I want to pack a backpack and just remove myself from the world other than the ground my feet touch and walk until he answers me, but he already has my victory on the way, and yours too. Keep moving forward. Show your kids extra love as you have extra time, "Pray", and know that others are praying for you.. God Bless you...
